BLEAGH. pfffffffffffffffftttttsss. i was sooooo depressed in the morning, I DUNNO WHY! bleagh. and i'm sorry joan if i didn't take the same train as you. i REALLY needed the time alone. school was SHITIFIED man. right. my morning was so bad man, so you know when i'm depressed in the morning, it just ruins my mood for the whole day. and that that that kartinie just HAD to make it worse. OMG I AM DAMN DAMN DAMN PISSED. GRRRR. right. after i passed my letter to lydiawati, i was going down the rotunda, as usual. then i saw christabel and petrina saw i walked down with them. then when we were crossing the bridge to go down to the parade square, kartinie and some other teachers were apparently there. then kartinie saw my untucked shirt, which i SO DID NOT notice by the way. then she scolded me RIGHT there WITH petrina and christabel beside me. and other sec 1s. so yes she was scolding and screaming at me for untucked blouse and yadda yadda. wahliao i smile also cannot. cause i dunno why but i was smiling when she was scolding me. then she scolded me saying "WHY ARE YOU SMILING?! YOU THINK ITS FUNNY ISIT?!" then she anyhow go and pull christabel and petrina in, scolding them for not telling me that my blouse was untucked. like who in the world look at the bottom of their friend's blouse when talking to them?! and petrina said that she wanted to laugh at me when i got shouted at for smiling. but too bad she had a sore throat. petrina has a sore throat! and she didn't want to talk to me because of that la! HAHA. so yes. and and kartinie even said that one more time she sees this thing again she's gonna demerit all THREE of us.then she said that she remembers our name so she'll know us when she sees us again. what a lie man. she didn't even knw our names. aaaahh i feel omg DAMN DAMN guilty! i'm really such a bad influence to my juniors man. UGH. well, at least she didn't give us a demerit, but but scolding and screaming at us in front of sooo many people is alr bad enough! ARGH. and LUCKILY christabel and petrina wasn't angry at me. petrina even wanted to laugh at me la! but too bad she had a sore throat. then samantha STILL can make fun of me saying, "NADIAH! you think it's funny isit?!" HAHA! mean mean people. BLEAGH. well at least she didn't catch me for black bra and not tying up my hair.

ok. i actually REMEMBERED to collect my bra okay! WITHOUT anyone reminding me. i was sitting down stoning while looking at steph packing her things. then i felt like i was forgetting sth. then i remembered! so i rushed all the way to the council room to get it and it was LOCKED! wahliao! today is the day i ACTUALLY remembered to collect it and it was locked. i was damn pissed okay. I WANT MY BRA BACK LA, DAMN IT!

right. so i went to the clinic with steph. HAHAHA steph was DAMN blur today la! we were at the clinic and the receptionist asked her for her full name. chinese name. and she just stared at her blankly and went "huh?" HAHAHA! omg la. damn funny. then after she collected her medicine, we went to eat at the food court at cine. and walked around at the nike shop. then we went home. HAHA it was raining when we reached marsiling and we were holding our tablet in our hands so we decided to sit around and wait for the rain to stop. we sat on the floor like some homeless beggar la. we used steph's tablet to play minesweeper while listening to her songs. steph got me obsessed with minesweeper man! OH YEA! steph was playing minesweeper and she got soo lucky she anyhow press then she won alr. and she only played for like 2 SECONDS! omg so lucky! oh and ADEE GOT 2ND!!!! for heats. ((((((: steph called adee and she told us that she got 2nd. she got beaten by zoey ):

MS AZILAH NOT TEACHING US ANYMORE! sooooo sad! she exchanged level with another teacher. no fair no fair! yea the new teacher is quite nice. but but I WANT MS AZILAH! she teaches very well. me and genelle were walking pass her and she told us that she wasnt teaching us anymore. and she said it was because of ME cause i always look very sleepy in class. HAHAHAH! then then ms gowri or whatever her name is, our new science teacher, she said to me "are you falling asleep?" HAHAHA! why everytime ME?! do i look THAT sleepy during science? HAHAH!

SHIT! maths commontest on monday! AAAHHHH I'M SSCARED!

OMG. THERE'S HOCKEY TRNG TOMORROW! AT DELTA! whoots whoots. XDDD haha then hazel can hear me sing again in the showers! HAHA! oh. there's religious class tmrw :/
HAHA talking to petrina is FUNNY! HAHAHA! she's really damn retarded man. she reminds me of how i was when i was in sec 1. HAHAH! is that good or bad?

oh shit sth ruined my mood AGAIN. SHIT. i'm saaaddd. gosh i'm really pissed now. FUCK. i was happy and then you just HAD to ruin my mood. you just suck, do you know that? whatever. i need a hug! i need a big hug! pfffffffftttss. wah nadiah stop being so depressed can?!

oh yes. erm my handphone number's going to change soon cause my sim card is no longer in use since the contract have alr finished. so in the mean time i can't use my phone cause yea. i'm waiting for my father to buy for me a new sim card. so i'm VERY SORRY if you called me or messaged me and i didn't reply. sorry! :/

` nadiah ; cause she's EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING I'M NOT; says:
oh man. i can't imagine how you're feeling right now cause i've never gone through things like this before. it must really hurt so bad. and i'm sorry i can't help very much because i dunno how it feels
»•´ `• ¸.•∞Ď¡ץẵηą∞•.¸ •´ `•« ₪°•Ŧңз-Ųېәđ•°₪ ღTo Whom It May Concernღ And She Yawns. says:
Yeh.. Thanks for letting me let it out
»•´ `• ¸.•∞Ď¡ץẵηą∞•.¸ •´ `•« ₪°•Ŧңз-Ųېәđ•°₪ ღTo Whom It May Concernღ And She Yawns. says:
The best neice an aunt can ever have..

omg I'M SO DEEPLY TOUCHED! THANK YOU! and btw, he really IS an ASSHOLE. no one deserves to treat you the way he treats you, so just forget about him. (:

WHOOPS. sorry for the DAMN long post!

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